A letter to the one I love

I truly believe there is someone out there meant for us. I believe in destiny and true love.
For so long, I struggled with love to the point where I really didn't wanted to believe I could fall in love again. But then one day, without knowing I met you, that someone that slowly started keeping my mind busy. Everyday I'd look forward to talk to you. It's funny how it all started! But even today, those RP accounts have a very special place in my heart.
As I got to know you better, I knew you were someone special and even though I've always been the shy type of girl I thought "You know what, he's worth the risk" and decided to open my heart to you. That was a first for me, I remember I spent that whole night wondering what you'd think or say, Would you think I was crazy? Anyway, I was so glad you gave us a chance.
You taught me so much about love, and about myself without even trying. You made me saw life through different eyes. I never knew I could love someone in such an unconditional way until I loved you, we didn't have to be at the same place to spend some quality time together, the days flew by while talking to you and even the little things made me think of you. Whenever I feel a little sad or nostalgic, I think of those horror movie nights, those endless chats about random stuff and those great years when things seemed so easy!
I discovered how strong and patient I can be. Patience was never my strenght but, look at me now!
It's funny how, even today, all I can think about when I think about my future plans and what I want for my life it's you, a life with you, a future together, our own little family~ I even had the crazy idea of becoming a nurse so I could be somewhat closer to you in a way. So yeah, maybe that was a crazy idea but my point is, I love you that much! My love for you is so big that, it's ok for me to wait, or to change my life and sacrifice things just for you. I'm sure a lot of people won't agree with the way I think, feel or even see things but, I think as long as it's for you, it's all worth it. I know I've told you this a million times before but, I'm proud of  you and how hardworking you are. I understand life keeps getting busy for both of us, but everyday I remind myself that that won't change our feelings, right?
For the past months we've been through some ups and downs, things have been confusing but honestly, I believe it is part of growing stronger.
You always made my day, even with a simple "Hi!" and, you still do, just hearing from you makes my heart go crazy. It makes me feel like a teenager and I just forget about all the sad things. Sometimes it's scary not to know what life plans for us.

There's a lot more I wish I could tell you but the most important thing you need to know is that, no matter what happens, no matter what people say or think, it doesn't matter for how long I have to wait or even where life takes us~ my feelings for you will never change. Not even a little bit. You're the one I want, my mind and my heart are set on you. Nothing and no one can change that.

Like I said, I believe there's someone meant for us and I know that someone meant for me, is you.