さようなら 2021!

 It's been a while since I last wrote one of this posts. That's mainly because even tho I was still feeling the same and stuck in the same place in my life, I kept saying that I had gone through a lot of changes that taught me so much and made me change for good but, truth was, I was feeling the same and I wanted to believe I was great. Not that it was all bad tho, I was just not feeling my best in so many ways and parts of my life.

Buuuut, last year the changes were intense and they just pushed me to do and change things! Things that really changed my life and my routine. I honestly think I needed them and I can say I finally think my life is moving forward the way I want, I feel more free to make choices I want without feeling guilty or worrying about what others may think. It hasn't been easy tho, especially for a super aprehensive person like me, and not everything has been happy. This year I lost my dog TinkerBell and it was one of the hardest and saddest moments ever. It's been a couple of months since it happened and I still miss her a lot. I also had some health issues (nothing super bad) and stressful moments. But, I don't want to focus on the sad tho or work, cuz I used to only focus on work when it came to the good things in my life. Yes, work has been great. I'm busier and more stressed than ever but, I'm happy and it pays the bills. Work also gave me the opportunity to meet great people who have been unexpected surprises and I really enjoy working with them. 

As some of you already know, this year I started learning Japanese with some of my closest friends. And it's been something I wanted to do for a long, long time. It's been challenging, I'm not gonna lie but, I'm really enjoying it. And it is just some of the things that I'm doing for myself, not for someone else or for a working purpose. And I feel that is something that I really tried to do more this year, things for me without pleasing others. It took me a while, I know but, I'm getting there. Another big change this year was moving to my own place! It was terrifying at the beginning but I love it! It's a real fresh start I needed to feel more at ease and focus on what I need and want. It's been a sloooow process to put everything together and decorate the place as I want it (I still have so many boxes full of things) but, I'm loving every part of it. 

I am aware the pandemic is still out there but, somehow, this year felt a bit better socially speaking. I got the chance to slowly see my friends and family again, almost like we did before and it feels so good! I really, really missed that. One of my closest friends had a baby (auntie Mon couldn't be happier) and I became coworkers with another close friend, I reconnected with some people in a way and, like I mentioned before, I got to meet pretty nice people. 

Something that I was worried about before and I just wrote a lot about was the idea of being in a relationship and the pressure I felt of "having" to be in one. Right now I can tell you that I've learned my lesson, I can't date someone just to date and please others cuz it doesn't go well. And even tho I've given myself the chance to go out with people, I just don't think a realtionship is one of my priorities at the moment. I'm enjoying the process of knowing and loving myself and the freedom I'm starting to have to do things my way. I no longer care if at this point in my life I "should" be in a relationship according to other people or if they think my life is "incomplete" without a partner. I am truly fine the way life is rn. If something happens, if someone comes and makes me want to be a part of a relationship, fine, I'm open to that but, it is not something I am looking for right now. And this time, I really mean it. 

All in all, I think 2021 was good to me in many ways, it really taught me alot about myself and showed me the way to adult in a way I kinda enjoy, to slowly let go of some things without noticing, to focus more on the here and now without creating a million stories about things that could go wrong and just enjoy the little things again.

I'm really looking forward to the next year, hoping it'll be at least, as good as this year was. I know it wasn't the same for everyone but I really wish you all an amazing 2022 full of love, health and everything you need!! ♡

A month living in the アパート!

This pic was taken by my friend Lu, weeks before I moved. It was also the first time she was here!

I can't believe how fast time is going by, it's been a little over a month since we moved to my beloved apartment and even tho it has been a great experience so far, not everything is as I expected. Life became super busy since I moved, hence the lack of blogs and videos, and it's hard to focus only on the apartment with LOTS of things to do for work. 

I think Masha was the one who went through the biggest change and it took her a while to adjust to her new home. Especially because right after moving, we had to back to work with our normal schedule and she spent a lot of time alone, in a new place. I think it took her like... over two weeks to feel confident to explore. I've been trying to spoil her and keep her entertained with lots of new toys and stuff, I think she's all good now.

In my mind, my apartment would be almost fully furnished, painted and with nice floors in a month! Clearly, I had no idea how expensive that was! All I have after a month is a bathroom with nice flooring and, I still need to paint it so it can be complete~ funny thing is, my bathroom is super small but it's one of my fav parts of the apartment because of the shower, it is just really good! My kitchen is well equiped but it still need some things; and the rest of the apartment is a bit of a mess with part of our lives still in boxes.

This has helped me to realize I have an expensive taste... hehehe.

Don't get me wrong, I've loved the process of slowly decorating and putting everything together. I just lose my patience sometimes! 

My priorities have defo changed, I haven't bought many things for myself lately, which is weird. Everything goes to house expenses! And even tho I miss my shopping, I'm loving it. There were some things I even forgot I needed like an iron or a vaccumming machine. sometimes it's hard to find pretty appliances!! I also tried doing some DIY projects like part of my walking closet and beautifying my bathroom mirror with spray paint. I may not be the best at it but it's been fun and it makes me feel more skillfull than I thought I was.

My routine hasn't changed much aside from having to wake up earlier to get to work in time. I'm further now so, yeah. And well, my weekends are more focused on grocery shopping and doing some chores around the house. Yup, I sound like a serious adult now.

Oh yeah! Did I mention it is suuuuuper cold where I am now? Like, seriously. We even had to buy  heaters and we live with them on all afternoon long! 

December is so close now, and I don't really think I'll decorate much because of the lack of furniture, but it's kinda cool to think it'll be the first winter / christmas season I'll spend there.

I already opened an Instagram account where I share some of the things I buy or do in the apartment. Feel free to follow it if you want: instagram.com/apartment.07

I'm also open to ideas and house hacks so yeah, I'd love to read if you have some. ^^

☕ Life Update Nov - Dec 2018: Goodbye to another year + One way I'd like to grow in 2019

365 new days, 365 new chances...

2018 was such a good year. Of course it had its ups & downs but I can say mostly ups. And even tho I didn't do everything I wanted to, I was busy doing other great things I enjoyed and that helped me learn a lot as well as growing as a person. I came back from Europe, got to start working in a bigger school, and at the school I wanted. I proved myself that I can handle being a full-time teacher even tho I go crazy at times, I'm more independent in many ways, I closed cycles and I got to enjoy my family and friends and got reunited with some good, old friends. I'm finally finding my own way and flying with my own wings. Forever grateful for all that!

These last two months were super busy and somewhat tiring but fun! I went through a lot of stress at work but I finally learned to deal with that. Had a lot to celebrate between friends' birthdays, family visiting and mom starting a new job. The weeks before my break were more than tiring, we had 3 Christmas events at work that pretty much took most of out time (including a Saturday!) But yeah, even if I complain, it's all worth it in the end.
And you know, December is full of mini celebrations: at work, with friends, with family... Lots of food, drinks and laughs! I can say it is my second favorite time of the year.

Now that a new year is pretty much here, it's always a time for me to look back to what I did or didn't do during the year. What my resolutions and plans were and, what I did and didn't do.
I was the kind of person who liked to make new years resolutions, to-do lists and all that stuff by the end of every year but, let's face it, most of the time I forget about those resolutions and end up doing everything but what I planned.
Among all the things I want to achieve next year, I have one goal set and it's been on my mind for a while now: I want to be more independent.
It is something I've been working on this year and even tho it's still a work in process, I'm getting there.
I started with baby steps, learning to feel comfortable with and by myself, being alone and doing things alone. I now try to solve my problems on my own before expecting others to do it for me. Not saying I don't ask for help or advice, cuz I do but, you get my point, right?
I can also say I'm starting to become more financially independent(?) and I like that feeling.
Not saying finding love is not in my plans next year but, that's never something I can plan or predict...

And well guys, thank you for sticking with me another year! Whether it was through social media or real life. You are all special and mean a lot to me. I really wish you the best in 2019, may all your wishes come true❣

See you next year!

☕ Life Update September - October 2018: Mom is back & 31 Days of Halloween

Two more months and it'll be 2019!

Sad to say goodbye to my beloved October but at the same time I'm relieved! So many things going!

I remember back in September I was still adjusting to be a full time teacher, I had so much stress and a hard time dealing with some groups. Luckily, that has been slowly changing as time goes by~ guess it is time for another Teacher chit chat soon.
We had our first big event celebrating Independence Day with the parents and the other grades. It was fun but since it was at night, I was exhausted!

Fall finally arrived, my favorite! I've seen prettier Falls like when I was back in Spain, but I still aprreciate it here. Hehe.
I take Fall seriously. We even had a pumpkin/fall little BuJo reunion to plan October. You know...hot drinks, snacks, fun talks and pumpkins everywhere.
Later that month, I went to another BuJo workshop with my friend Ceci. It was a lot of fun!

Around mid September my mom came back from Spain! So happy to have her back for good. I feel like we've been a lot more closer since she came back and, I'm happy about that.

I kinda feel like Sept & Oct were very stressful months... I didn't even have time (or energy) to put up my every-year Halloween decoration. Yup, I know... it's weird. Cuz I usually start October with a full decorated room and always go crazy with the shopping.
I feel like my priorities changed without me planning it or noticing. Sad, adulting sometimes sucks.
I still tried to have my #31DaysOfHalloween adding something Halloween realted to my everyday. Even if it was something really small, themed food, shopping, movies, etc.
It wasn't as big as oher years but, I won't complain, I had fun.

Speaking of Halloween, I hope you had a fun one! What did you guys do? I had a pretty chilled one, no costumes this year. It was more about eating, watching Hocus Pocus and having a gift exchange with friends over Halloween drinks.

I feel like I did a lot these months but it was mostly work related so this life update doesn't have much~
Next two months will be busy for everyone so, we'll have another catch up soon!

Until next time spooks!!

☕ Life Update July - August 2018: My Summer break.

And, after over a month of Summer break, I'm back to work!

Hello there! time for another life update. Going back to early July, it just felt as busy as this last week but, a LOT has changed.

July had one of the busiest weeks for us teachers because it started with our last week of school. We had to finish exams, complete grades, finish everything and prep for the end of the school year. It was stressful, yes but we survived. 

My Summer break was actually a little busier than expected, so happy about that! I went to a Studygram workshop with my friends to learn more about having pretty notes for the new school year. Also got reunited with my cousins, I was especially happy because I got to meet baby Luca and saw one of my cousins again after almost 10 years!!

Other than that I went out with friends to eat, have coffee, catch up and even do some sightseeing. I had some time to finish watching FMP! Invisible Victory which was really, really good!

But I feel that during that long break, my mind couldn't help to overthink a little and all these worries came to my mind making me feel a little emotiotional for a while. It helped me to write a very honest H2H that I'll leave here in case you wanna check it out. I also want to thank you guys for the kind and sweet feedback I got from it through different media, even from people who are not that close to me. ♡

And a few weeks before going back to work, I had some school meetings and training. I got to say the training was actually pretty interesting and it helped me a lot to learn more and new ways to work with my students. There are a lot of changes when it comes to work but, I think I'll talk more about them in a teacher chit chat sometime soon. (I don't want this to become a super duper long update)

Something I was really excited about was my friend Diana (aka Keisha) moving away to get her Master's degree. It's a big, new adventure in a new place and even tho we are going to miss her because she won't be living here for a whole year, I couldn't be more proud of her. Not only because of how hard she's been working for this, but also because of how brave she was to decide to go away on her own.

And well, I'm finally back to work, probably busier than ever but, always grateful for the opportunities I've been getting. It was a great Summer break but it is time to go back to reality~!!

Big love!

☕ Life Update May - June 2018: Busy & Eventful Months!

Being a sleepy girl with a busy life is hard...

Hi!! OMG, these past couple of months were super busy work wise. Especially June, since we're only a week away from Summer break, there was a LOT to do and finish. Since I already started talking about work, I'll get to that part first and then move on to the rest of the updates.

Where to begin? ... I believe I mentioned something about a 40 hour teachers course that was driving me crazy in last life update~ well, I finally finished it after over 2 months of postponing it for whatever reasons (mostly me being lazy). Cuz I always end up doing things last minute, all stressed and feeling I'm not gonna finish on time~ 

On May 15th I celebrated my first Teacher's Day at the new school and as an Elementary School Teacher. It was such a special one because of all the nice and sweet details us teachers recieved from our students and their parents. 

We also had Mother's Day and Father's Day event, both were fun but tiring; demonstration classes and final exams. Whoever thinks being a Teacher is an easy job, let me tell you you're wrong! I love it but, there's a lot of work behind it, people don't get to see.

Ah! I was also invited to an English presentation with the highschool students to check their work and ask them some questions about it. I admit I was very nervous at first but, in the end, I had a lot of fun, learned a lot and had a new and different experience. I feel like everyday I learn and grow as a teacher.

Moving on, I celebrated another birthday on June 3th and I wanna thank everyone who took the time to send a b-day message, all the hugs, surprises and celebrations. I had a special and very celebrated one. I didn't do a Birthday pressiesI feel like these months gave many gifts like opportunities, people, answers and more plans to come. 

I don't think I mentioned this before but, I've been really into bullet journaling lately. My friend Lu had a very fun and interesting workshop where I got to learn more about Bullet journaling and how to make it work for me, my life and needs. I has been helping me to be a lot more organized and of course, use my creativity to decorate it they way I like. Can't wait for the next one!

And lastly, I was planning to make June a month full of "Get to know me" posts because of the b-day and stuff but... life just got so busy and I've been getting sick a lot lately so, I could only share like 3... hehe. I had no time to blog much as well as vlogging... I have some blog posts coming soon as well as a video... Hopefully Summer break will give me enough time to work on all that.
Anyway, if you wanna watch some vlogs, go to my Youtube MonStar's Little Vlog and I'll see you around here soon!!

Summer break, HERE WE GO!

☕ Life Update March - April 2018: Working hard & enjoying life!

Work hard, drink coffee, stay sweet & enjoy life.

Hi loves! Two more great months went by super fast due to how busy they've been. But, even for a lazy person like me, it's been a lot of fun. You know, that kind of busy life you end up enjoying a lot.
As soon as I started working everything went crazy! We (the other English teacher and I) had an Easter event with the kids and even tho it was a lot of prepping, they really enjoyed it. We had our Spring break right after that, two weeks off. Can't complain, we needed them to prepare for what was coming...hehehe.Spring break was really good actually, I didn't do anything big but relaxed and hanged out with my friends wich is always really nice. Once my break was over it was time to prep classes, do exams and all that not-so-fun stuff. Then again, it was a lot more work than I expected. I keep learning a lot. Along with that, we have to complete a 40 hour online course and... I have to admit that I'm not as far as I should on it, I get bored easily and the system is just too slow! HELP!
Plus, my marks and answers on it are not exactly the best...

But, as busy as work keeps me, I don't let it take over my life anymore. I try to find a balance between work and having a life. I've been spending a lot of time with my friends and loved ones. Not long ago I got reunited with my high school best friend Ceci, and we've been hanging out more often lately. It feels just like the old times. So happy to have her back in my life.
Also, I have been taking cooking a lot more seriously lately, it's fun when I do it with friends! I've been learning a lot from Lu and I can say I'm improving! YAY!

One of the things I said I wanted to do again this year was to go to cons and expos like I used to. So, we did. My girls and I decided to go to Expo Magyc earlier this month. And even tho we didn't cosplay or anything, we had a lot of fun, did some shopping and ate yummy food. We all missed it and I'm sure we'll try to do it more often. We were exhausted by the end of the day tho...

I've been meeting some new people lately, interesting people. I feel like I'm not that awkward when it comes to meeting new people anymore... It's funny how life works, people who had to leave my life for whatever reason, just did it without having to do anything about it and others have been coming back to stay. That's a bit random but I've  been noticing that lately.

And lastly, FMP (one of my favorite anime) is back after over 10 years! I know it's not really a life update but, I'm just too excited I had to share it. Hoho. Full Metal Panic! Invisible Victory aired about 2 weeks ago and I'm already obsessed. sadly, I think this will be the last season of the show... I've watched all the seasons many times so, I'm sure gonna miss it. But yeah, highly recommend it!

I'm surprised this life update was a bit bit shorter than usual but yeah, that sums up these last two months. Life's been good and, I've been enjoying it. If you wanna see some of those cooking experiences, more from expo magyc and just what's been going on in general, make sure to stop by my YouTube channel MonStar's Little Vlog.

Until next time!!

☕ Life Update January - February 2018: Spain & starting my life back home

Don't stress. Do your best. Forget the rest.

Hello everyone! It's crazy to think two months of the year already went by. I can actually say I already feel this year is gonna be a good one. As most of you know, I started it in Spain with my mom and my adoptive family. I think I've been talking about that trip non-stop so I won't go into too much detail about it anymore, there's a whole post dedicated to it: My Spain Adventure.
What I will talk about is all the good things that trip did to me, or at least, I feel like it. One of my friends recently told me that trips change us in a good way, and I feel that happened to me. There's definitely a before and after the trip me.
Before the trip I wasn't too happy with how my life was at that certain moment, I was very apprehensive and felt a little lost as in which path to take after leaving my job. Now that I came back, I feel like I can do a lot more than what I thought I could, I'm a little more confident and being away from everything gave me the time I needed to relax, think things over and let go of the things (and people) that shouldn't stay in my life in order to help me move on. It was a trip full of new experiences and adventures. And I'm very, very thankful for the chance I had to spend over two months over there.
I miss it, yeah. A lot! Its places and its people but, I promised I would go back someday and... I'm going to do it.

After I came back home I took a whole week to myself, to unpack and rest a little. After that it was pretty much about being reunited with some of my closest friends (still need to meet a few) and family. But you know, I couldn't help to think What am I gonna do now? I kinda had to organize my life again because I had no job and finding a job in the middle of the school year is hard. So I set myself a date to find a teaching job and if I couldn't find anything by then, I'd take any job I could find. I am super happy to say, I recently started working again, as a teacher! Life's been so good to me and I realize how lucky I am. ♡

That's why I haven't been vlogging a lot lately, I've been focusing on work and other things but, it doesn't mean I will quit vlogging. I actually think I got a little better at it while I was in Spain, I feel less awkward doing it in public and, vlogging is something I really enjoy, as well as working on this blog. This year will be all about that, doing what makes me happy, even if it's something silly for others. I'm lucky to have amazing friends I can share all my silliness with and who are actually willing to be a part of that. I want to dress up again, go to cons, do random challenges and share them with you guys, learn how to cook properly. Try new food, try new things, go to different places and meet new people! Become a better person and a better teacher, fall in love if I can~ I feel like I'm finally feeling inspired again and I'm enjoying the little things as I did years ago.
And most of that happened thanks to the people around me. People who are always encouraging me to believe in myself and believe I can do it. People who are super creative and hardworking. People I can make plans with but also celebrate what we do on our own and of course, people who are there for me no matter how ugly things can get or how annoying I can be. You guys know who you are and I wanna thank you for everything you do for me and with me. ♡♡ (And that includes those who I don't get to see everyday but we're there for each other in way too!)

So, when I look back to these past two months, I can honestly say they've been great! Hopefully the rest of the year will be like that as well. I'll work hard to make it a good year.
I hope it has been and it will be a great one for you too!

That will be it for my little life update, make sure to go to my YouTube channel MonStar's Little Vlog if you want to see part of what I was up to while being in Spain and, I'll see you soon!!

Life Update November - December 2017: Goodbye to another year, 2017 and my first month in Spain.

Just when I thought I was saved from getting sick... I got a cold! But, it means I can get to sit and write a little~

Hi everyone! This is the last life update of the year, time flies when you're having fun.
I kinda feel this is going to be one long blog so, I hope you don't get bored and read til the end...hehe.

Let's start with this how 2017 was for me in general, I usually say every year comes with many changes some good ones and others that were not so great. But I have to say most of them were good changes this 2017. (Finally!)
I became an auntie twice (Luca was born on Dec. 05th and I still have to meet him), and that made me really, really happy, My last school year was one of my best ones (as in me as a teacher), I made this huge decision of leaving my job to start somewhere else, pushed myself to do things I don't regularly do such as going out with people I just met or making small trips on my own. And I'm not saying I'm completely done with my personal changes but I think I'm getting to a point where I'm more comfortable with myself, I enjoy my alone time and don't feel /that/ anxious about things anymore. I'm kinda slowly letting go of the things that hurt or stress me.
Also, this year I met some nice people, made new friends and saw my cousins a lot more than other years. That is a big yay considering we used to spend years without seeing each other.
I also noticed that I usually surround myself by very talented people, and even tho I'm not as talented, I just feel so inspired by them and what they do. I love how my friends always make me feel motivated to cook, or write or vlog and just enjoy what I like to do, share common interests and have fun with that.
But, as some people came into my life, some people had to leave as well. I think it just happens, some people just have to leave for whatever reason as hard as it can be.

I also feel like I'm a little more confident now. Maybe it doesn't look like it but I can be a little shy and insecure and I feel like this year I kinda started pushing myself not to be that insecure... maybe?
Just taking baby steps.

This year I also decided to start vlogging again, after months or maybe a year of not doing it, and honestly, it is something I really enjoy and I see it as a good way to save some memories for the future. Idk. If you wanna check out my vlog channel click here -> MonStar's Little Vlog. I have a Spain Adventures playlist and, I've been uploading a lot lately.

Moving on, I think you guys pretty much know I'm in Spain by now. I arrived in November 22nd. It has to be my biggest adventure this year, and not only because I'm exploring a new place but also because I took the longest flight of my life so far, on my own and...I survived! (despite my stress and a horrible migraine)

A month has gone by so fast and I've been really enjoying my time here. I'm currently staying in La Pobla de Vallbona, a small town not too far from Valencia. I really like it here and how everyone pretty much knows each other but it can be too quiet, especially on the weekends. It didn't take that much time for me to adjust to the time difference, I think I had a harder time trying to work on my eating hours. I felt like I was eating when I was not really hungry and of course, I've been eating a lot more than I usually do but we've been very active most of the time so I think it's not that bad~ right?... RIGHT!?
Taking this trip was definitely something I needed and not only because I haven't had a trip in like forever, but also because I needed some time away from home, my routine and...Idk, just clear my mind.
I've been to so many different places, some of them look like towns you would imagine in a fairytale, castles, medieval places and also, the coldest weather I've experienced so far. (or was that in Canada maybe?)
My adoptive family here has been the sweetest from day 1, I can truly say I adore them and it's also really nice to share all this with my mom. Shopping has been fun, lots of sightseeing and yummy food. One thing I still wonder is, why is the coffee so small here? I just can't! LOL.
And I also find funny and a little annoying how almost everything is closed from 2pm until 5pm so, if you wanna buy or do something during those hours besides eating or walking around, you won't find anything open. (Unless you're in a mall). I'm so used to find everything open all the time so, it drives me crazy. Oh! And supermarkets close on Sundays so, if you forgot to go grocery shopping, wait until Monday. :p
But other than that, it's easy to get used to live here... to the point where I can honestly say, I don't want to leave. I mean, I do miss my friends a lot (I'm so lonely without you guys here!), my family and of course, my fur babies but, I'm so happy here! As happy as I was a few years ago so, I really think this trip is doing many good things. ;) I still have another month left here so I'll enjoy it as much as I can.

And well with that quick update (I'm trying to keep it short) I'm saying goodbye to 2017, not super glad that you're over but I'm really looking forward to see what 2018 brings. I'm ending the year and starting the new one in Spain and I want to be more open to possibilities and hopefully, make the new year to come, a better one. Wish you all a very happy 2018, full of surprises, love, health and happiness!

What are your plans for the next year? Any resolutions? Let me know!

See you all in 2018!!

Life Update September - October 2017: Confidence & Friendships

Hello babies!
Wow, these two months went by faster than expected~ As you probably already know, I've been taking some time off from work. And even tho I do go crazy sometimes, I've  done more than I thought I would. But as lazy as I can be, I have to admit I miss working...a lot!

As soon as Summer break ended, I decided to do a big closet cleaning to get rid of all the things I no longer use. My friend Lucy did the same thing so we had a few garage sales together. It was a lot of fun and a good way to earn a bit o money too. I still have things to get rid of so, who knows? Puffy boutique could be back some time~ maybe? hehe.
Aside from that, I've been doing a few side jobs such as helping a friend with some translation stuff. He has this exciting project going on and I'm glad I can help him with it in a way.

On September 19th a very scary earthquake shook the city. It was the first scary disaster in my life and even tho it wasn't as bad here as it was in other cities, it was a terrifying and sad experience. The one thing I did notice was seeing how people get together to help others in need. It was heartwarming. It made me change they way I see people. Helping each other is always a rewarding experience.

Like I mentioned in previous blogs (I think) I'm gonna be an auntie again! And it's going to happen soon cuz baby Luca is expected to be here next month. We celebrated my cousins baby shower on october 7th, baby showers always make it official to me. Let the countdown begin! And as always, it's nice to be reunited with the family, especially to celebrate something as exciting as this.

And finally, October, my favorite month of the year arrived. You know what that means, Halloween month! It was a fun month, and even tho I didn't end up planning something big to do for halloween, I had a lovely time with my friends. I was doing this October photo challenge on my SNS and you can find it here in case you wanna check it out.
Good bye October, until next year~

Lastly, these past two months came with experiences that helped me to grow as a person, I think I'm a little more confident when it comes to my role as a teacher. Thing is, I used to think I wasn't that good as a teacher. I mean, I love to teach and I always give my best but in a way, I felt I could never make it in a big school because I didn't know enough and, I had an experience that helped me realize I am good at what I do, I know learning is always good and I'm open to learn more but, I feel a lot more confident now.
Also, since I'm having more free time, I've been spending more time with people I love (Family & freinds). I became a lot closer to some friends and started spending time with great people I can call friends now as well. It feels great to spend  time with people I keep learning from, people I share likes with and who inspire me to do new things.

That'll be it for now, darlings. I'll see you in a couple of months for another life update. Until next time~!

Life Update July - August 2017: Summer, work & YouTube

Hello everyone!
It is time for a quick (or maybe not so quick) life update of  what's been going on in my life on the past two months.
I know I keep saying this but this year came with a lot of changes, good changes this time. (Finally!) I feel like some things are finally falling back into place and yeah, some others are still "under construction" hehe.

Back in July, I went to some interesting and fun events such as the Emotional Health Conference with my friends and the Circus of Horror. That circus was definitely my kind of circus, I highly recommend it if you love horror as much as I do.
In a way, July felt like a busy month, we had a lot going on at work with the end of the school year, the clousure ceremony was around the corner, last rehearsals and mom's birthday.

The closure ceremony went great and even tho I feel like that last school year was one of the most challenging ones, we all did our best but personally, I think it was my best one. I grew up so much as a teacher, achieved a lot more with my kids but, I felt it was time for me to go, I gave everything I had to give there so yeah, I decided to leave.
It wasn't something I randomly thought, I actually thought about it for months, it was a hard decision but it was time to do it. I have a separate blog post about it, I'll link it here in case you haven't read it and want to know more: Heart-to-heart: The reason why I left my Job
I gotta say that has been one of the scariest and toughest decisions I've ever made.

Now, let's take a little moment to talk about YouTube. You all know I have very bad luck when it comes to technology. My laptop broke again (the one I used for editing and all that) and, I had to use my other laptop to start doing all that and since I couldn't install the video editor I was using, I had to learn how to use a new one so, my vlogs have been a little late since then. I also don't think they have a very good quality~ I'm still trying to figure how to make them look decent so, bare with me!! I also want to thank you guys, I finally reached 51 subbies! I know it's not much for some but it makes me happy to see how my little YT family is slowly growing! For those who are not subscribed yet, go check my channel MonStar's Little Vlog for random parts of my everyday.

Then Summer break came and we celebrated grandpa's birthday, I went out with some friends  but it wasn't until 2 or 3 weeks ago I think, that I went out of the city to do a very quick but fun visit to my cousins. I think i mentioned this on my last life update but, I'm gonna be an auntie again, this time my cousin Ale and hubby Eli are gonna have a little boy!! I can't wait to meet baby Luca! It was great to see them again after all these years. It felt as if nothing changed!!
And on that trip some moving ideas and possible working chances came out. Nothing too sure for now.

And lastly, I've been doing a little clothing design work. Not something too big but kinda going back to it with some baby clothes. I'll share more about that soon!
There is also an exciting trip coming soon!

That's it for now guys, how was your Summer break? Let me know!!

Life Update May - Jun 2017: My birthday + more celebrations.

Hello lovelies!
It's time for a new life update. I feel like even tho these past two months have been really busy, they are flying by super fast. Another school year willbe over in just one more month.

My beloved Sony Cybershot died and after a month, I got its replacement. A Samsung ES73. I'm still getting used to this camera and its functions but it's been a good baby so far. I still miss the old one tho.

Like I mentioned in some of my vlogs, I feel like these months a lot of good opportunities and projects have been coming my way. Not everything is work related, some are chances to have that life change I've been wanting so much lately. Is it scary? Yes. A little but I know that if I don't push myself to take a risk and try something new, I'll be stuck where I'm at right now.

May and June are always months with a lot of celebrations (and they will continue). I spent mother's day away from mom this year so it was all about celebrating the mommies at work. 5 days after mother's day, we celebrated Teacher's Day. It is so heartwarming to see all the love my kids and their parents show. How thankful they are for the work we do with their children. I have to say I am as thankful for everything they do for us. But I do believe the best gift I can recieve as a teacher is to see my kids happy, growing and learning.

Something else to celebrate is...*drums please* I AM GONNA BE AN AUNTIE AGAIN!! My cousin Ale and hubby Eli are expecting their first baby! I already have an idea of the gender of the baby but I will reveal it when we are 100% sure. I can't wait to start shopping for niece/nephew #2 and I'd love to be involved on the Baby shower and all that fun stuff.

Open classes are never fun for me but I can honestly say I finally overcame my stress over it. I won't say they are my favorite thing ever but seeing how my kids enjoyed them so much, made it all worth it.
NOTE: If you don't know what "open classes" are (which I'm not sure if that's the actual name) they are "regular" classes but we invite the kid's parents to work with us for a whole hour (or more). Yeah, I know it may sound simple but the idea of having someone "checking" my everyday work used to be very stressful. I realized it shouldn't be that bad, I know I'm doing my work well.

Omg...I am a year older. But you know what? It's ok, age is just a number and it doesn't define you. I feel like some things are finally falling back into place in my life after 2 years that were not-so-good for me. so many good plans and things seemed to be coming my was right before my birthday. I wouldn't say I am a lot more mature now but I believe it's all about balance. Enjoying the things we like, our hobbies and stuff even if the look "childish" for some and, being responsible, having a job and doing something productive with your life. I'll always be a big child tho.
I'm planning to do a heart-to-heart about adulting (and how I suck at it) and how some people put pressure on us to be a certain way at a certain age. Would you like to read that? Let me know!
Once again,and even if it's a month late, thank you all for all the good wishes on my birthday, all the love and sweet messages. I had a fun day with the family and had early and late celebrations with friends. ♥
Did you know dad and I celebrate our birthdays the same month? 3 days after my b-day I took my dad out for dinner to celebrate. It was something small and simple since it was on week days and we both had to work the next day.

That same day, mom came over from Spain to visit. She also has some things to take care of over here. It's nice to have her close after 6 months of being away. We'llbe able to celebrate her birthday together. We kept it as a secret from grandpa. He was super surprised when he saw her.

And, since the end of the school year is a month away,we have a lot of things to do at work. So many things to prepare, so many things to finish. It's always sad to realize it'll be over soon but it is so satisfying at the same time.

Those are the highlights of these 2 months. I'll see you again in other 2!
bye for now~!!!

Life Update Mar - Apr 2017: Changes + letting go.

Hello everyone! Two more months already went by and it is time  for another life update.
For the past few months I've been feeling like I need a change. A change on my routine, a change of place, I don't know. Just a change. And as scary as it feels, I want to do it. It is true that if we don't push ourselves to do it, nothing will just happen. I already have a few things in mind but I'll be sharing them as they start happening. For now, I'm excited, yet nervous.

And I think that need of a change came after I went to visit my family (again). Just seeing how my little cousin Marissa is making big changes in her life even if they are scary, made me realize it is ok to just step out of your comfort zone every now and then and inspired me to think about the things I'm doing and if I want to continue with everything as it is.
Speaking of that trip, I finally got the chance to meet my sweet little niece Natalia! And I have to say she is the cutest thing ever. I am in love. Can't believe she's already 2 months old. It was also a nice chance to spend time with the family, bond with the baby and get to know my cousin-in-law Israel (My cousin's hubby) a little more.
It is always nice to spend time in my hometown with my fam. I really hope I get to see them again soon. I already miss them and, I don't wanna miss a thing on Natalia's life.

After I came back from my trip I got my exam results and, they were a lot better than expected! I was actually surprised. I'm smarter than I think. LOLOL. It made me so happy because that was the #1 thing on my to-do list and now I can say I did it with a good results. First step to many more great things to come.

I had my Spring break, 2 weeks off! Can you believe I was already hoping to go back to work after just one week? It was fun tho. I had time to spend with some friends, some of my coworkers and I decided to go out during our break, I did a little cleaning (and I mean a little, it wasn't as much as I was planning to) but, it was good after all.

On my last life update, I mentioned how I was starting to feel more comfortable with myself and the idea of being alone. For these past 2 months, I've been working on letting go. Letting go of all the things that make me sad, angry and especially, letting go of control. I want to let things flow the way they have to and I've been working really hard on that. If it's meant to be, it'll happen~  I think I'm doing pretty well so far and I have to admit it takes a big weight off my shoulders. Gotta keep it up tho, cuz it's not easy!!

And now I'm back to work. Last week was crazy busy! That's why it took me a while to put this post together. I had no time!!
That is that for now, I'll see you in two months~!!
Bye bye!! ♥

Life Update Jan - Feb 2017: Career plans + I'm an auntie!

To be honest with you guys, these two months have been better than expected~!

Hello there loves! I can't remember the last time I wrote a life update, but, here I am again, giving you a quick update of the "important" events and things of these first months of my 2017.

First of all, I decided to start this year being a lot more positive. And I think I've been doing a good job so far. I also set some goals (to-do list) of things I want to work on and accomplish this year.
I also have been spending a lot more time with people I love (friends and family). I may not see everyone everyday but we spend quality time when we are together and I like it! I do miss my mom a lot tho. But we massage each other everyday and try to talk at least once a week. (it canbe tricky because of the time difference and our schedules!)
I'm saying "yes" to more things, even if they are small and simple. And, I'm definitely trying to see the good in everyday.

As most of you know, I started vlogging again and I /trying/ to be a lot more active in here too. Sometimes it is hard because I have been literally busier this year but this is something I love and enjoy so, I don't want to quit. And it's not really like I officially decided to stop vlogging but like I mentioned before somewhere, I had this moment where I just didn't feel like sharing what I was going through.
But, yeah! I'm back to my old schedule, trying to upload a vlog every week and thinking about making other types of videos, maybe more blog related, every now and then. So if you have something in mind for me to shoot, let me know!

If you follow my vlogs you'll know that earlier this month I made a quick yet meaningful trip to my hometown to celebrate my cousin's baby shower. It was great to see her after 4 years! (last time we saw each other was on her wedding) I couldn't be happier for her and hubby Israel, also to see her so happy with her little family.
As for my not-so-little cousin Marissa, I'm so proud to see the successful and beautiful young lady she's become! ♥
I also got the chance to spend some quality time with my family, listen to the baby's heartbeat and see her moving!, go through all the baby clothes, eat a lot...it was just such a lovely weekend.
Which leads to the next thing...Natalia was born on February 22nd! I'M OFFICIALLY AN AUNTIE! and I couldn't be happier! Rosie is like a sister to me and I loved this baby as soon as I knew she was coming to this world. I can't wait to have a chance to finally meet her!

And...since January, I started studying~ Yeah, I. Was. Studying. Part of what I want to do this year is start working more on my career, learning more and trying new things. I haven't been telling the world about what my plans are because I feel like if I tell everyone before it happens it could just not go the way I plan it but, I took the first step this month taking an exam that could be the beginning of good things to come. We'll see!

Lastly, I've noticed that this year I've been feeling more comfortable with myself, doing things alone. This was something kinda hard for me because I used to feel so lonely but I've been really working on it and I'm happy to say I am becoming a little more independent! Took me forever, yeah; but it's finally happening. There is a lot more I want to work on but, one step at the time, yeah?

I think it'll be it for now, aside from all this, I've been busy with work, still learning and enjoying every bit of it. I hope these 2 month have been good to you as well and... I'll be back with another update in two months!
Bye bye~♥

Life Update: I'm such a big child + Work + YouTube

Half of the year is already gone...all I can think about is...WOW. So fast!
Anyways, Hello everyone!! It is that time again, a little life update of the past few months.
Going back to June, I started the month with some stress at work. I'm sure that even if we love and adore our jobs, there is always something we don't like doing, right? Or is it just me?
Well, I'm happy to say that even tho I did felt stressed going through that stressful moments, I survived and I think I learnt to deal with my stress a lot better than other years. Kinda proud of that.

Grandpa went to Spain to visit my mom and Jose and I celebrated an other birthday. Honestly, this year I wasn't feeling to excited about it. Mainly because so many things have changed. And I gotta say it did felt different but, I feel so, so lucky to have the greatest people around me who made my birthday a very special birthday week. I had many separate celebrations and all of them made me so happy. Thank you, thank you!
As usual, I have some birthday posts ans videos I'll link in here in case you feel like checking it out.
Vlog: Birthday Food!
Blog and Video: The Joker's Brthday Game + Harley Quinn inspired look photos
Blog: Birthday Post + The Joer's Birthday Game
And well, as for aging and all that...I do feel a little different than how I felt last year, I'm not sure how to explain. I'm kind of creating my own world and making some plans for me. But somehow, I'm still the same! I'm such a big child and I'm not ready to quit that just yet. I'm having fun and I'm still loving what I've always enjoyed doing but at the same time I'm thinking about my future and stuff. I don't want to become a boring adult, I want to be able to balance both. Being "mature" doesn't mean being boring. #JustSaying.
Let's hold hands and sing "forever young" now... 

Also dad's birthday and Father's day happened. Too many celebrations in one month!! I wear all those made me eat like a crazy person. (these are the moments when I'm thankful for the workout!)
After so long i got the chance to meet Dad's girlfriend, Lulu. Is not like we didn't have any contact with her and stuff but, we never had the chance to personally meet. She's such a nice and creative lady. Hopefully we'll meet again! (forgot to mention she also loves animals! BIG YAY for that!)

Mom and grandpa came back form Spain! I'm happy to have the mommy around here again but, I also had a very busy week after they came back. The school year came to an end and it is madness! Lots of things to finish, rehearsals, early, starts, etc. This year was extra sweet because the parents of our kids decided to get extra involved and prepared small reunions and even a mass for them. They were so kind to invite us and make us part of those celebrations. Couldn't be more thankful for all the love they showed us.

And now I'm officially on my Summer break! Not many plans tho! I want to film a few things to share on my channel and I'm sure that'll keep me busy~ Speaking of which, don't forget to subscribe to my YouTube channel MonStar's Little Vlog for weekly updates of what goes on in my life. Thank you to those who are already subscribed! I love you a ton my little YT family!

This is it for now my lovers, hope you are enjoying a fun summer break!!

Life update: Working out, my cooking improvement and Netflix!

Hello everyone! It is time for a life update...again! LOL. Why is this year going by so fast?!

At the beginning of the year I started working out on my own, I got to say I wasn't doing much and it was SO hard for me, I was super sore and got tired pretty easily. Then I started doing it with my friends and we've been doing it for a while now. It is not only funnier that way, but also makes me feel a lot more motivated and I don't miss a day doing it with company. I got to say my attitude towards working out has changed a lot, I have better condition and since my friends have been doing it for a long time now, they give me good advice as in how to do it better. It's also a good way to release stress and tension.
Speaking of exercise/body I have to say that I've been gaining a little weight! I didn't talked much about this but, last year (and I think even for over a year) I started losing weight like crazy without controling it. I wasn't dieting or anything, at first I thought it was due to stress and a busy life but I think last year it was all about my emotional state. I /think/ part of what made me start to gain some weight again is that emotionally, I feel a lot better now. I don't know if that makes any sense tho. Hehe. But yeah, I'm kinda happy about that. I want to mantain a healthy weight, eating what I want (not in a crazy way) and working out.

I had two weeks off for Spring break. During that time, I had the chance to attend to my friend Arya's (aka Abrahel) show presentation. I'm not sure if I mentioned this before in here (I know I did on some of my vlogs) but this is something she has been working for a while now and the day was finally here. I was so excited to be there for her and see her acting! I had so many fangirl moments seeing her on screen! She's such a talented lady and I adore her tons. So proud and happy for her. The show is called "La Virgen de Estambul" and hopefully they will start filming the whole show pretty soon. Arya baby, you have a #1 fan here! Hehe.
During my break I also did my usual closet cleaning, some stuff around the house, you know, all the things you can't do while you work. I didn't really go out of the city but I did went to some new places and met new people. Which is fun! Haha. I've been enjoying spending time with friends I became a lot closer to. I can say I'm opening myself to do new things, meeting new people, and going to new places.
And well, my never ending battle in the kitchen is strong again since I want to start practicing my cooking and really improve. It can be a little hard sometimes because I don't have all the time I need to prepare something really new and good but I'll be ok with the basics during the week and maybe take some more time to prepare something a little more complicated every now and then during the weekends. So far, I can tell I have improved a lot, and I mean, A LOT!
I made cupcakes! Pretty much by myself and they came out good! (aside from the decoration...it is harder than I thought!) I feel like I'm in a "how-to-housewife mode". I want to learn so many things that need to be done around the house and I want to do well.

I know this may be a little (too) late but...I was finally introduced to the world of Netflix! Everyone used to talk about it and well, I finally had my Netflix experience. HA! Could it become an addiction? I don't know yet!

Moving on; remember when I used to go to Expo MAGYC, all cosplayed and stuff? Me neither! haha. It feels like it was SO long ago~ I miss it, it used to be a lot of fun. Well, I did go to the expo earlier on April, pretty much for shopping reasons and to spend some time with the girls, just like the old days. Great thing was, I got reunited with some old friends! So, even tho it was a bit different this time, it turned out to be such a fun, fun day.

I got to admit, these past few months I've been neglecting the vlogging a little~~~ Sorry about that. I've been kinda busy with work and house stuff (not worth vlogging) and when I go out and do something fun, I forget to vlog sometimes, kinda get caught up in the moment. But I'm trying my best to take you guys with me most of the time (as long as it's not house work!)
Another thing I want to mention is that, every now and then, I will upload some Spain vlogs that my mom and Jose send me. They know how I share some pictures with you all and wanted to send some videos for my little YT family to see.
So to check  those vlogs and my weekly vlogs, don't forget to click on the subscribe button to become a part of that little virtual family. I love to share my stuff with you guys, I really do so, yeah.

Random hair update: I just cut my bangs! Even tho I have a love-hate relationship with them!

Well sweets, that is it for now. At least I think it is. Life has been busy and it's about to become even busier! The next 3 months will be the busiest at work! So many things coming, so much to do but, I'll tell you guys what happens when the time comes.

xx

Life Update: Positivity, friends and looking for a "healthier" lifestyle.

Hey there my lovelies!
Here is my first life update of 2016!! And I gotta say that I'm starting the year with positive thoughts, plans and trying to stay firm on my decisions.
I felt like January went by really fast, so fast that nothing too big happened I guess. To me, it was more of a month to think and heal whatever was left of 2015~ it hasn't been easy but, I'm getting there! And now that I think about it, last year wasn't that great for many of us, I'm glad to see people around me having plans for this year and trying to make it a good year.
Sooooo, I wanted to set 15 resolutions to live by this year and they are in a separate post: My 15 resolutions for 2016 and beyond! Because yeah, this year I want to see what I want, what I need, to think more about me and see what I'm capable of, say goodbye to my comfort zone and let go of people and things that don't want or have to stay in my life anymore. New year, new me! hehe.
I have so many plans I'd like to share but, I'll wait until they start happening. Don't want to spoil anything.

I also decided to get serious and start saving money! Not only for the things I want to do this year but also for my future. I'm also kind of thinking about making more "adult shopping" (that can sound wrong...) like buying useful stuff and not only focus on the crazy shopping I tend to do~~~ Not an easy task tho!

Through all the changes I went last year, my friends were crutial to help me to stand strong. People I've known for years and newer people became a lot closer through that time. That's why I think people who are there for you during your darkest moments, cheering you up, giving you advice and those who are just there for you even if you don't ask them to, are friends that are truly worth it. And I promised myself not to lose those friends, I'm not losing good friendship because of silly misunderstandings anymore. I love the people around me and I'll take good care of them as they take care of me. ♥ Thank you loves!

Going back to work after my Winter break felt so good! And it is the first time I say something like that! I always feel SO lazy to go back to work after a break. But I really feel like I'm getting used to being busy because it also keeps my mind busy. I like to come home after work and relax because I feel tired of doing something. Idk if that makes any sense but...being busy is a good feeling sometimes. And I'm kinda embracing it a lot more now. I'm growing up a little more...maybe?

On February 7th, my mom went back to Spain. I hate goodbyes! Especially when it comes to people I love. I'm so glad I got to spend a few months with her. There's always so much to do in so little time! And we kinda had to put many things on stand by for now~ But I'm also happy for her! there are so many exciting plans waiting for her over there! And hey, The "Pictures from Spain" posts will come back so, wait for them! Haha.
Wanna check part of my mom's last week with us? Check my "Mom's going back to Spain" vlog!
Also, Valie's day weekend was a lot of fun! I made a post about Valies day, I'll just leave it here so I don't go all over it again: Valie's Day 2016 + pressies ♥ (we don't want to make this post any longer!)

One of the things I've been working on is, having a little bit of a more "Healthier" lifestyle. I'm not gonna lie, I don't eat super healthy, I love candies, chocolate and everything sugar related, I'm a coffee addict and those are things I'm not willing to give up just yet but, I really an trying to drink a lot more water and I recently started working out (Dying of pain!) so even tho that may not be too much for some, it is a BIG step coming from a lazy girl like me. Hehe.

Lastly, a quick update on the vlogging! I feel so bad because my vlogs have been a little boring lately. Thing is, I've been doing a lot with my friends, things I'd like to share with you guys but, I guess when I'm with them I get really caugh on in the moment and enjoy it 100% without worrying about the camera. I think it's both good and bad in a way. I believe there are times when it's good to disconnect from the tech world and just enjoy the real world. I love how you guys take the time to watch a glimpse of my everyday, I love to share with you, I really do but I've learned to cherish moments a lot more now so, I apologize for the boring vlogging, promise to change that!
As always, thank you to the subbies! You're becoming my youtube family! And I love that!

And well, I believe these past two months I've been trying to change a lot of things. And even if I'm taking baby steps, I know I'm getting there. I've started the year doing things different, not all of them are super big but, they make a difference, I'm daring to do more, letting go and just being a little more independent. It feels good! I can say this year started in a very good way.
How's this year starting for you guys!? Are you changing something you couldn't last year?
xx

Life Update: My Summer break and back to work.

Hello everyone! It's time to take a quick break, drink some warm peppermint tea and type a bit of what has been going on in my life lately.
As some of you know, I enjoyed a whole month of Summer break, I had some plans for it but, not everything happened as planned. Let's go back to my plans and see what I did and didn't do of my to-do-list for the Summer:
- Massive Closet cleaning (DONE!)
- Giving away (I still have a few things to give away)
- Room re-decorating (Still in process)
- Automail (nope)
- Beauty school (I still need to check)

The first 2 weeks I pretty much wanted to just rest and I kinda did but, I also went through a very emotional ride. I even missed being at work to keep my mind busy. So, even tho I had some ups and downs, those weeks I got reunited with my aunts for a couple of family get togethers and long talks. It was great seeing them after a long, long time. Hopefully we'll keep it that way and reunite every now and then to stay in touch.
I didn't had a vacation out of town, but I had a few small trips out of the city and I gotta say that even tho it was a lot of fun, being on the road too many times in a few weeks can be tiring!

My first trip out of town was with my sister. we were planning to go to the big city on our own for a few days but in the end, we decided to make a one-day-trip. It was fun and such an adventure to go on our very own for the first time! We made it! If you want to read more about this trip and see some pics and the vlog, check it out here: "Out & About: alone in the big city for the first time!"

The second trip we made was to celebrate my friend Keisha's birthday. We went to a resort outside the city. Definitely felt like summer! Totally different weather, lots of water and swimming! Hehe. And yeah, there's a vlog and blog full of that too for you to check! "Out & About: Fun in the sun! ☼"

And the last trip was to attend to a Natsu Matsuri (Japanese Summer Festival) with my dad. It was a super HOT day but it was a lot of fun! Guess what! There is a blog on that one too! "Natsu Matsuri 2015" And well...I don't have a whole vlog about it but you can see a little of the Matsuri here: Natsu Matsuri 2015~

Aside from those, there were also some hangouts with my girls, met some friends I don't get to see that often, etc.

I worked on some room decoration but honestly, I couldn't finish everything I planned to do. I still need to paint, put some things I've been kinda DIYing together and stuff that just keeps popping out! Would you like to see it once it's finished?

And then, we have meetings before the school year starts begin. Slowly started saying goodbye to my break waking up early and going back to teacher-ish stuff~

Honestly, even being as lazy as I can be, I'm happy to be back to work and to slowly get my old routine back. It helps me to keep my mind busy from all the craziness going on around me, hehe.
A new school year feelis like a new challenge and a chance to do better things than the last one.

As for my vlogging, I've been enjoying every part of it! I kinda want to make other types of videos too! Just need to find the time~ If you want to suggest something for my channel, please let me know! All ideas are more than welcome! If you haven't subscribed yet, please subscribe for (mostly) weekly vlogs of my everyday. I'd ♥ to create a big YouTube family! And of course, check out my channel! "MonStar's Little Vlog"

That's it for now guys, how was your Summer break? Anythin gfun? Are you all back to school/work yet? Until next time!!